Eternal Bliss

2011-01-02T11:00:00.001+08:00

BIRTHDAY GALORE!

had a great dinner with lyana, Gary, Siti, Lala on 27 th december!!!! You guys jsut made my birthday much more worthwhile! the fun, laughter ,sick jokes and out of the world topics with u guys is all i need ot bring me to another world where everything is fine! and joyful!

28th just spent my whole day at home cos mum was showing tantrums..guess she needs to relieve stress too...(wastes bday... -_- hhahaha)

Then my mum finally overcomes her mood swings and decides to celebrate on the 1st...which was quite scary to me cos i know everyone will have plans and iw as preparing myself for the worst as lyana was overseas...gary and lala were working...thin as usual was uncontactable.... the juniors were BUSY*.... But all was worthwhile when everyone i expected turned up and it was more special and memorable to me!!! thank u guys! and MUM! LOVE U ALL!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!

its been ages

2010-12-12T13:21:00.001+08:00

i just realised it has been eons since i have last blogged!

last blog post : july 8 2010 ,thursday...

so many things have happened!

-lyana's bday has passed and we had a nice time at swensens...lyana accussed me of being a terrible actor...well atleast it proves i dont lie and act as much!!!! hahahahhaha

-Deepavali was a blast and for the first time i had my juniors over and we had lots of fun talking and chilling and i need to thank all of the them for celebrating deepavali with me and my family!

- i went on a second date with the Queen..(hehehe)

went to soup spoon and had a lovely dinner and i am hoping to return there again..soon...

Well this are the main events that have happened in my life ever since july! i will keep updating on that.

and i hereby swear to keep updating my blog and to keep loving it by sharing my memories with it...hahahahhahaha.... sorry blog!

best regards,

Vetri

Imperfect world!

2010-07-09T10:27:00.001+08:00

Just when i thought i had found the perfect one...

Funny.... caring... cheeky... carefree... bitchy...

then comes out the " Evil "....

maybe its all a Facade! I have to wear a mask to hide my feelings...

Isit worth sticking around....

will it be good to say it all out?....

contradictions, Weirdness, MASKS

THIS ARE ALL THERE IS LEFT! May this end in peace...

Now my only option is to enclose myself...Block Everything Out

i cant express my gratitude~

2009-12-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

A very big to lyana,bitch ,gary and lala for taking your time to share my special day with me...i will never forget this...u guys made it my special day a extra special day for me!!!!!!!!

i cant find words to express this to yall so i searched and found this perfect poem! =)

Into the dim lit, bare walls of my world,

You entered, bringing light and life to me,

The vivid colors, painted with a swirl

Of wit and charm, of personality,

With tender care, you added comfort, warmth,

And images that line the now bright walls.

I look upon them fondly, bringing forth

A thankfulness that you walk in these halls

With me; our friendship has become a part

Of my world now; it has its special place,

Within my being, life, and in my heart,

Your name hangs right beside your smiling face.

Rememb'ring just how drab these walls had been,

I have to thank you for the light, my friend.

A very Happy Birthday to you! SITI !!!

2009-12-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

Each year your birthday reminds me
That I really want to say
I’m very glad I know you;
I think of you each day.

I hope you enjoy your birthday,
All the pleasures it has in store,
And because I appreciate you,
I hope you have many more!

Once a year I get the chance
To wish you birthday cheer.
It pleases me no end to say,
I wish you another great year.

So happy birthday to you SITI,
From the bottom of my heart.
And may your good times multiply,
Till they’re flying off the chart!

Mums wedding went smoothly

2009-12-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

To whom it may concern,

the wedding went real smooth. met my new relatives and am happy for my mum and wish her a happy married life..

due to time constraints and lots and lots of camwhoring the pics will be updated at a later date . so do check back here on this very date for pic updates

From the desk of ,

Mr Vetrivelan @ Mario

this is a computer genrated post so signature is not required.

Mum's wedding postponed

2009-11-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

Mum's wedding was postponed from 27 NOV to 6 DEC as her elder brother passed away!!!

REST IN PEACE MAMA!

GOD SHALL ALWAYS LOOKS AFTER YOUR FAMILY WITHOUHT HARDSHIPS AND PAIN.

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED BY ALL.

anyway

happy hari raya haji to all ofr my muslim friends!!!! celebrate with joy and dont forget to do dharma!!! hahahaha

2009-11-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

On your birthday,
I’m thinking about how much light and sparkle
you freely dispense wherever you go,
how your sunny smile lights up any gathering.
Every birthday marks another year
of you radiating positive, happy energy,
contagious happiness
that infects all who come in contact with you.
May your next birthday find you the same--
glowing from within,
beaming bright joy on everyone you meet.
I feel blessed to know you.

It’s your birthday time again;
It’s true; there’s no denying,
Another year has come and gone;
You know that I’m not lying.
So for you, the birthday person,
Here’s what I want to say:
I hope this birthday’s the best one yet,
In every delightful way.
So happy birthday to you.
Have lots of birthday fun!
May your birthday wishes all come true,
Even if you have a ton.

A VERY HAPPY SALSA BIRTHDAY LYANA!!!

Singapore International Salsa Festival

2009-11-17T12:45:00.000+08:00

Running wild...

salsa everywhere...

lots of fun....

people, lots and lots of people around..

all of them smiling and laughing

The world class international artistes...

All of the mind blowing performances..

this is just a typical scenario for any other person who goes to the international Salsa Festival...

But i had a rather unique and emotional Salsa festival

Lots of issues to be resolved...

Everyone was tensed....

i Dont know why but i feel like i jus had spent the worst weekend ever at Pasir ris...

i feel so demoralised and tired...

I dont want all of it anymore....

i just felt like screaming " Everyone just Shut the hell up"

a very emotional weekend i will say..but i am not blaming anyone(atleast not here) as i feel that everyone plays a role in this mess..and i hope to clear it all up soon.. AND SERIOUSLY PPL WE ALL NEED A HUGE BREAK FROM EACH OTHER!!!

But But But But .... i did have moments of fun and enjoyment!!!

like the Performance on the last day of SISF 09... it was the greatest 10 mins of my life!!!! hehehe...i felt so excited...me performing infront of the international artists and big socialites in the salsa world....A experience nothing else will compare to..i will assure u that...

Special Treasure

2009-11-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

God gave a gift to the world when you were born
a person who loves, who cares,
who sees a person’s need and fills it,
who encourages and lifts people up,
who spends energy on others
rather than herself,
someone who touches each life she enters,
and makes a difference in the world,
because ripples of kindness flow outward
as each person you have touched, touches others.
Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday,
because you are a special treasure
for all that you’ve done.
May the love you have shown to others
return to you, multiplied.
I wish you the happiest of birthdays,
and many, many more,
so that others have time to appreciate you
as much as I do.

Wishing a very happy birthday to that treasure that filled my life with everlasting joy .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUEEN!

a dedication to you!!! and only you!!!

2009-11-09T01:29:00.000+08:00

all the time we have spent together!!!

the cherishments!!!

The hours spent together~

the moments we have had....

the endless debates we have shared...

the countless number of time you have put a smile on my face...

the sacrifices you have made for us!!

the chances you have took ~~

the countless comments you have given...

all the time you have gone through my nonsense!!

the number of time you have made my day!!!!

the number of times you have slapped my face with your hair!!

the small issues you have given in to!!!!

the great advisor you have been to me~!!!

for every single minute you have been patient with my flaws.....

i seriously doubt that if it had been anyone else they would have done so much to make all of this work out so well and i seriously appreciate all that you have done and everything you have gonethrough for us~~!!!! i mean it from deep down inside, you will always be the best partner i eever had in my dancing career and it is hard to think of the future...Me without you there beside me...pushing me on(literally)!!! hope to have you as my partner till fate do part!!!!

Finally getting somewhere...

2009-10-02T13:55:00.000+08:00

After 4 weeks of gruelling hunt for jobs and going for any random interview and sending resume' to any random company. I finally got job at the 7 eleven near my house..
Everything was perfect. It was near. The timings were flexible. The boss didn’t mind me schooling and it is slack.. ha-ha yes people I repeat sometimes working at 7 eleven can be boring!!!

But of course it is seldom boring because I have made friends with the China guys working at the 7 eleven...Both of them are best friends and they are simply funny and entertaining.

I will just stand there copying their mandarin and sometimes they imitate me . Or they ill be eager to learn English..hahah..

I should say the working environment is nice and I hope to have a long fruitful working experience with them..

Finally i seem to have moved on to another stage of my life and i see that maybe life will be improving bit by bit.

This semester and this month is packed full with things to do and datelines to meet...hopefully everythings goes well

A movie worth Catching!!!!

2009-08-21T23:11:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!i should seriously say HEads off to G.I. JOE...it is one of the good movies that i have watched in this year..
ITs seriously action packed and also some Funny scenes that keeps u glued to ur seats and ur eyes stuck to the screen till the end of the show...A movie that can be watched atleast twice again and again...Lots of things and effects to be caught so u might miss it the first time..so u should watch it twice!!!! hahaha...

it surely helped me chill and unwind just before my Microcontroller UT?!!!! =) :) anw here's the trailer for in HD!!

Childish...??changes??

2009-08-20T12:02:00.000+08:00

...a simple thought...something juvenille can be something very serious in the future and as the same something we see as serious can be very childish in the future...this world keeps changing every second and people keep changing every moment...some bother, some just dont bother about you..some care..some obsess...some are weird and some are nice...somethings seem weird..somethings makes sense...a different perspective evey single second and ever changing every day!!! be prepared for anything that comes by..face everything with confidence in yourself and the matter at hand..never be afraid and always think out of the box.... i faced issues like that and the sky seems to be clearing for a better day..but dont be over confdent..everchanging world!!!!

Oh btw huiling introduced me to this BOy band called Super Juniors...i know it sounds weird ...a guy!!talking abt boy bands..pffts... yea ok the matter is that i heard one of thier songs and saw thier vid...i think its nice..so watch it too!!!

is this my bliss?!?!?!?

2009-08-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

where the heck am i?...running through this thick mist....omg..all this foreign things around me...

this place feels like some forest...it is dark and spooky...lots of thick mist...its making me dizzy...i cant find my way around...i dont even know where i am heading towards....

isit nightfall in this forest??? how come i dont see any plants...i dont see anybody...no light....am i dead???

no wait!!!! this is not a forest!!!!! it is my mind...OMG!!!! WHY THE HELL AM I STUCK IN MY OWN MIND???

IMAGINE THAT.....

this is how i feel right now...i feel so lost and lonely...afraid to move on...i wanna cherish my time spent with my mum..my family...my hse...i dont want to go anywhere...i feel afraid to move on...cos i am clueless on where i am going towards....

~I MISS MY FRIENDS~

ALL THOSE TIMES...all the memories i have of yall will neve perish..thinking back now...friends that i have met...friends that i have lost...friends that seem to be there but not there at the same time...friends who so near yet so far.... i cherish every single moment with yall....

and to all those friends whom i have not met yet...i cant wait to meet yall...get to know yall...

a Plague of viral flu...

2009-07-24T11:08:00.000+08:00

Wednesdays are supposed to be my self proclaimed holidays.One day that is supposed to be free and supposed to help me relax and chill.

All of that was destroyed Thanx to our dear H1N1 flu bug that decided to pay me a visit most Probably Tuesday..or Maybe even earlier but apparently he did announce his arrival till i woke up on Wednesday morning.
Greeted me with Body aches,Fever,Chills and a head throbbing headache...

Imagine waking up to that!! Exactly..my whole day was spoilt and i was spending my whole day in bed yesterday!!!! Today i feel so much better but am still having those body aches and all...

Anyway i missed school today!!!! the doctor has warned me to stay at home.life is freaking boring at home....how i wish i can go to school tomorrow...

Prayers have been postponed to August 9th all due to this stupid virus...of all times it chose this timing...

Monday i will be free from this and i will be able to able SALSA!

~ Thursday 23 July 09 ~

2009-03-24T21:57:00.000+08:00

ENJOY!!!!

hmmmm..what am i like???

2009-03-13T11:47:00.000+08:00

a personality test abt myself..hehehe...hmmm it kinda of true...i am not sure whether u will think so...hahaha...anw here is the result.

thx goes to flo!!!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

**mario lost in the world**

exactly 1 mth!!!!!

2009-02-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

omg~!!
been exactly 31 days as of today since he last time i blogged....anw my previous blog would have kept yall thinking..hehehe

this 1 mth proved to be every interesting...i got o understand many ppl...
lots of STRESS!! i cant stress the word enough...
my schedule have been jam packed...
and its getting worse...

a insight:
tml schedule-

8am- meet lala
8.15 am- 8.45am - prac with lala
8.45am-9am - get ready for 1st photoshoot
9am- 9.25am - photoshoot
9.30am -10 am - meeting with zaini
10am -11am- workshop/class
11am- 1pm - zaini technique class
1.30 pm - 3pm - comittee meeting
3pm- 4pm - get ready for second photoshoot
4pm- till late - photoshoot

and somewhr in there i am supposed to meet angela...and also do some thinking and also have some me time...

i am such a busy person...

**mario lost in the world**

2009-01-24T15:04:00.000+08:00

we all live in a place filled with bubbles all around us...

we confine ourselves in thick layers and layers of bubbles..

we have the first bubble called "religion"
we keep into this bubble and we all shares the same religion but yet different..
we are all the same but yet different..
we put ourselves inside this bubble and we follow the "teachings" of it.
it becomes our basic for survival.
it "teaches" us that we can't do this, we can't do that..
we can't eat this, we can't eat that!!!!
we have to wear this...we can't wear that.
is this what we call freedom??...is this what we are asking for??
we fight for human rights but do we understand what we are fighting for???
when the main answer lie with us, then why do even fight for it??
what are we??
humans are living things controlled by thier master called religion?
isnt that what we believe in???

the second bubble called "way of life"
this bubble is controlled by the first one at times...they co exist and we tend to merge them together.
we all think that we have our own different style..
we are unique in our own ways..
we are who we are and nobody can change us!!!
bullshit!!!
look all around you,go look at yourself in the mirror..is that who you are..
we want to be thin as some other actor or actress.
we want to be dashing and musuclar / preety/ fit as some other person in the world who does all that for the sake of money.
we follow trends that are created by others..
we want same things other may own.
we want the same type of cheap love others get.
we want to share the same bond shared by others..
does that sound like anything like you ?!?!?!?
if you nodding your head saying "yes" then you might get what i am trying to potray here..but if you are not and you think this is some kind blog post that does not apply to you then....
start thinking now!!!!! are u who u claim to be?? are even yourself??? ponder over it..

this are two basic bubbles we have confine ourselves in. but there are more like school,work ,sex,relationship,parents,attitude,education and many more ...all you can think of...

this is what we are?? is this how we want to live??? by what people who have passed on have left for us.dont we want to create something new for ourselves. how can we achieve more when we confine oursleves???

but wait what do we achieve when we start to create things for ourselves. well there are people who play poker faces !!!! they say dont believe in it and they want to live how they choose to.for example a girl who thinks having many bfs is not bad. it is her way of life and she is actually enjoyng life. is that true!! have she gotten out of the bubble to do what she feels is right>>.at many atimes the answer is "No". she has just created another thick bubble where she plays the poker face. she is just acting ..puting up a show that says "hey i am free to do what i like and i am better than you" well at the looks of it, the "free" part is just to hide her own insecruities. the way she looks at herself. the way she treat herself, without utter respect..

so are you free????
are you who you claim to be???
what are you going to achieve???
think about it

**mario lost in the world**

2009-01-23T15:51:00.000+08:00

bailamos para siempre
zouk
22nd jan 09

was a blast~!!!!!!totally enjoyed myself...had fun. and omg i cant believe it..gary likes my performance and he said he was watching me the whole time...hahahaha tat is so cool... and i got lots more compliemts for me and the whole team...i am proud of my team and i love you all people....lets hope we keep up the good work..(i will upload pics soon, so far cant find any good ones)

**mario lost in the world**

2009-01-01T01:01:00.000+08:00

the first time we saw each other..
the first time we smiled at each other...
the first time we talked..
the hopes we shared...

all the times we have spent together..
all those wonderful memories of the past year..
the joy...
the laughters we shared...
the gags we put up together...
the jokes we shared..
love in the air...

the sacarsm in the air
the pain we endured together...
the troubles we got into..
the stress we managed...

all will not just vanish away cos of this NEW YEAR~!!!
may this new year bring more joy and happiness to all of us
and we shall all reap success...(*peace*)

barbie's christmas letter to santa

2008-12-25T20:18:00.000+08:00

Dear Santa,

Listen you fat little troll, I've been helping you out every year, playing at being the perfect Christmas present, wearing skimpy bathing
suits in frigid weather, and drowning in fake tea from too many tea parties. I hate to break it to you Santa, but it is DEFINITELY pay back
time!!

There had better be some changes around here this Christmas, or I'm gonna call for a nationwide meltdown (and trust me, you don't want to be around to smell it!) So, here's my holiday wish list for this year, Santa.

1. A nice, comfy pair of sweat pants and a frumpy, oversized sweatshirt. I'm sick of looking like a hooker. How much smaller are
these bathing suits gonna get? Do you have any idea what it feels like to have nylon and velcro up your butt?

2. Real underwear that can be pulled on and off. Preferably white. What bonehead at Mattel decided to be cheap and mold imitation underwear to my skin? It looks like cellulite!!!

3. A REAL man....maybe G.I.Joe. Hell, I'd take Tickle-Me-Elmo over that wimped out excuse for a boy-toy Ken. And what's with the earring
anyway? If I'm going to have to suffer with him, for christ's sakes, make us anatomically correct.

4. Arms that actually bend so I can push the aforementioned Ken-wimp away once he is anatomically correct.

5. Breast reduction surgery. I don't care whose arm you have to twist, just do it!!

6. A jog-bra. To wear until I get the surgery.

7. A new career. Pet doctor and school teacher just don't cut it. How about a systems analyst? Or better yet, a public relations senior account exec!!

8. A new, more 90's persona. Maybe a "PMS Barbie", complete with a miniature container of chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream and a bag of chips; "Animal Rights Barbie", with my very own paint gun, fitted with fake fur coat, bottle of spray blood and handcuffs; or "Stop
Smoking Barbie", sporting a Nicotrol patch and equipped with several packs of gum.

9. No more McDonald's endorsements. The grease is wrecking my vinyl.

10. mattel stock options. It's been 37 years-I think I deserve it!

Okay Santa, that's it. considering my valuable contribution to society, I don't think these requests are out of line. If you disagree, then you can find yourself a new bitch for next Christmas. It's that simple.

Yours truly,
Barbie

**mario lost in the world**

merry christmas to all....

2008-12-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

dear santa,

all i want for christmas this year is everyone around me should be happy as always and also they must all find thier lives free of troubles especiallly the one i have mentioned in the attachment(look at the one tats says "<3">
i have also attached pictures of those who have been evil to me so please take consideration when deciding thier gifts...
please next year make sure christmas has more nicer decos than this year so that we will always look forward to it...and also santa don forget that my bday is in three days so drop me a few extra gifts...hahah(*jus kidding*)
oh ya i am leaving you a few cookies and milk on the table next to the christmas tree~~
do not leave crumbs on the floor and make u eat and drink it all up =)

yours sincerely,
vetri

**mario lost in the world**

desaru sucked

2008-12-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

hi to all,

all those planning to go to deasru..please forget it totally...desaru sucked like hell...it is not that good after all...just a waste of money..you rather justs spend the money on shopping or getting something or someone u love something...its more worth it!!!!!

so pls heed this great but yet simple advice.. DO NOT!! i repeat DO NOT GO TO DESARU!!!!!

but then the sea there is nice and the breeze is wonderful.....

yours sincerely,

~VETRI~

**mario lost in the world**

2008-12-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

as silent as ever....
all by your side,..
fighting a battle of my own and
fighting alongside u in your own battle is wat i prefer
always there to share the cut and bruises of the battle,..
also to see u triumph over ur small battles is wat i like

i wont ask for more
i wont give away wat i already i have
i will just wait...
wait just like the sun that longs to be with the moon
eventhough we know they will neve be together as "one" till the eclipse arise...

**mario lost in the world**

closhing bash was nice~~~`

2008-11-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

had so muh fun with siti,sharlini,kohila,daoqing and lyana, huiling......

a night to definately rmb!!!! very very nice...except for the yet part...but but aspiring artist lets encourage him......hahahah...i am jus so nice....

too bad lala could not make it....

after the show i went for a chat with kohila and her frens.... vikram..sam...and ranjan...hmmmmm interesting ppl shld say...very interesting......lest hope for more time with them in the future....!~~

**mario lost in the world**

flame awards!!!!

2008-11-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

it was too hot to describe.... too many censored pics...hahahahha

jus a few innocent ones for u to view....

and to all those who neve come for it....so sad we had an awesome time...especially at the dance floor....omg...pure ecstacy........

**mario lost in the world**

time passes by.....

2008-11-26T21:09:00.000+08:00

time just keeps passing by....so boring.....nothing to do..

she is not there to msg....she is just not there...nvm nvm...jus a few more days royal advisor...

the queen will beback to fill the throne.....hahahhahah

..............................................................................

tuesday went for dinner to pizza hut with fi and the rest...had so much fun.....

omg omg....it was really fun...its jus that not everyone could be there with us....

oh ya upcoming performance on 20 dec..but theres eem to be some prob ..mum is going to desaru(jb) to meet sis and i am supposed to be there too...omg omg..how am i going to manage it...performance or meeting wif sis...?????? only god knows!!!!!!!...lets allow time to answer that qstn...

**mario lost in the world**

2008-11-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

she left....
10 days without her presence....
omg wat is life gonna be!!!!!

mornin 6.17am flight to chennai
she left
she rmb to msg me..hahah

waiting...couting days....

be back asap okies....waiting eagerly....

**mario lost in the world**

2008-11-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

don ask me!!!!!

5 days of boring old life..

normal routine..

nothing much....

**mario lost in the world**

2008-11-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

a night filled with culture and rich heritage.....

a night to remember

a night that enchants and fills u up with ideas and energy.....

a night of great distinctiveness

best performance of the night: ZIngO drums....

**mario lost in the world**

underdetermination!!!!!1

2008-11-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

was it real....was it preplanned.....

omg a conspiracy?????

911....wat happened.... some things to think abt~~~~

**mario lost in the world**

replug was fantatstic......

2008-11-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

my first time watchin replug live and it was just mind blowing....i really must say that they are great and maybe in the future we can work with themn in collabration...we never know...(wags eyebrown)

the best performance of the night: "take a bow" originally sung by rihana

**mario lost in the world**

muse 2008 was a blast.....

2008-11-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

**mario lost in the world**

what is love ????

2008-11-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

when we learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
when you don't wanna go to sleep at night because your life is better than a dream.
When you feel cold and warm at the same time,
when you read over the same line for the tenth time,
when your heart and thoughts somehow appear to rhyme,
and when a simple name conquers your whole mind,
when To the world you may be but one, but to one you might be the world.
when Sitting next to someone doing absolutely nothing, means absolutely everything

Love is a slow kiss goodnight, It's anticipation.
Love is flirting ourtageously and still remembering that the person at your side is not obligated to do anything, It's respect.
Love is an imperfection in your self not bothering you, it's acceptance.
Love is passing up an opportunity because the time isn't right yet, It's patience.
Love is a back massage that starts above the hairline and ends around the insoles, it's exploration.
Love doesn not have to say, "lets make love," because you know what the other person wants, it understands.
Love is being given an honest chance to say no when you thought you were committed, it's consideration.
Love is both of you remembering protection, it's responsibility.
Love is saying the perfect phrase to make a solemn embrace dissolve into giggles, it's humor.
Love is being told "stop and i'll kill you." It's desire.
Love is reviewing the damge to your living room and realizing personal effects are strewn in a clockwise pattern from the front door the to bedroom, it's abandonment.
Love is seeing what your love really looks like for the first time, it's truth.
Love is knowing what time it is and not caring, it's joy.
Love is the arms around you tightening their embrace, it's ecstacy.
Love is seeing a new side of a person you thought you knew, it's renewal.
Love is telling a person if you have to leave, you will let them sleep, and being told they would rathr be woken, it's tenderness.
Love is waking up to find the subject of the dream you were having asleep on your shoulder, it's where fantasy meets reality.
Love is being there to wake your lover slowly, it's sensuousness.
Love belatedly knows why you bothered to buy a queen-sized bed three years ago, it's practicality.
Love is two people only taking up a third of a queen-sized bed, it's closeness.
Love knows you gave the extra set of keys to your apartment to the right person, its trust.
Love is saying good-bye and knowing you will be back by mutual consent, its faith.
Love is stretching your arms and discovering the real meaning of the word "sore" it's a lesson in human frailty.
Love is opening your medicine cabinet finding your tube of toothpaste turned into a prezel, it's adaptation.
Love is sitting at the window, looking out and remembering who you were with the night before, it's reflection.
Love is hearing the weather forecast for a winter storm and wishing you could spend it in bed with your lover, it's loneliness.
Love is stories that will never be told, it's personal.

what is love to me???

love to me is eternal bliss...
love is a sweet lullaby my mum used to sing to me...
love is the warmth u will feel when u hug someone...
love is beautiful rose meant for a special someone...
love is the heat you feel when you come home dripping all wet...
love is when the gal understands my inner feelings
love is when i just know how she feels...
love is when i just keep thinking of her....
love is a beautiful story waiting to be told.....
love is something i am looking forward to in anticipation....

this is what love means to me LALA.......

**mario lost in the world**

2008-11-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

battery: 8%
brightness:20%
cpu usage: 90%
network connection:weak
sound:12

RED ALERT!!!!! SYSTEM OVERLOAD!!!!!! WARNING

this is my current update on myself...i am really freaking tired and hungry.... i can eat a horse!!!!

so don come near me right now i might do something STUPID like eat you...hahaha...
i am going crazy alreadi..i gotta get some slp...tml is full dress rehearsel....argh!!!!!.....

**mario lost in the world**

a very hectic week.......

2008-11-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

walk here
walk there
meet her
meet him
go here
go there
study
train
rehearse
time
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO MANY THNGS To DO

sometimes i wish i had clones of myself running all around doing the work.....

so by now you would have guessed wat is my point(wags eyebrow**) if you have not please get some rest.... and u will know wy i neve blog for a week...hahahah....the big day is coming up ppl...lets keep our hands crossed....

**mario lost in the world**

2008-10-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

100% PREVIEW/.....IT SUCKED

WE GOT LITERALLY SLAPEED ACROSS THE FACE!!!!!

" PIGS IN COSTUMES " " FREE-FORM"

**mario lost in the world**

2008-10-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

`~~~~LATIN NO-FEVER~~~~`

**mario lost in the world**

asdtmitm...(decipher this)

2008-10-29T16:21:00.000+08:00

i tsuj os yppah yadot....i ma tsuj ma.....nod ksa yw....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**mario lost in the world**

2008-10-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

today was indeed a long day and i feeling damn tired....

first appointment **** was to actually for zaini's opening shop rehearsel...
AND WE WERE LATE(Siti,Lala,myself)
he actually expected us to learn from his mirror image
and i felt that it was something new to me and also
a good lesson for me to learn from. he is rather someone
i look up to and i feel that he carries himself with
alot of confidence and energy and i have thought through it
and zaini is my role model in dance..he can just do anything
with alot of charisma,confidence, and also do it really well...
and so his lesson ended at 12 and i was feeling abit tired alreadi.

second appoinment**** was indeed dance lesson training for muse....though i was
disssapointed with the no. of ppl turning up..i was also happy
cos we ended sitting down to just talk on light issues and
what each one of us wanted for the ig to grow and and we were
actually on the same frequncy...hahah.....
ppl involved:(siti lala me angie)

after that we went to macdonalds.......(siti lala and me) to have dinner and also talk..... lala left early wif her sis......

after that was just a mere chat between me and siti ,...and we shared certain things

I KNOW SHE WOULDN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW SHE WOULDNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**mario lost in the world**

DEEPAVALI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

I EXPECTED DEEPAVALI ALOT but it turned out to be another boring old day....sobs sobs
it was so boring the whole day i ended watching tv and just nibbling on cookies that were meant for guests.....hahah

and the worst my new hairstyle havent settle in and its is looks weird in pictures....(some of them) hahaha..

.
my bro's kids..i am thier uncle...hahahaha

my bro's elder daughter (rekha rai)

**mario lost in the world**

i hate last minute shopping.....

2008-10-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!
OMG!!!!
OMG!!!!

I HATE LAST MINUTE SHOPPING!!!!!

little india was so crowded...oh god..i was constantly mumbling and swearing under my breath....oh god...the roads were filled with foiriegn workers and they just don move..oh god and i seriously suspect some of them are gays...oh god..the way they look at youis like if they get a chance they will swallow u whole...hahaha,,..i know it sounds exxagerated but thats the fact!!!!!!

of course i made myself busy by talking quick pics of interesting things i found...and u know eversince the deepavali spree started it was my second time in little india....i was just so busy that i did not find time to shop properly till deepavali eve... hahah....luckily i had alreadi bought my deepvali outfit on last thursday...i just cant imagine if i had to find source it out toDAY....PHEW!!!~~~

**mario lost in the world**

2008-10-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

YIPPEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~~HOLIDAYS ARE HERE~~~

~~~ AND THEY ARE MINE~~~

~~~MUAHAHAHA~~~

**mario lost in the world**

long night...hahaha...

2008-10-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

omg today we trained our mouth muscles...(*chuckles*)
its called mouth isolation
hahah
its just a joke ok no such thing
we were actually talking and gossiping instead of training today...
haha we talked about so many things
then we actually jus couldnt stop till 9.30pm
then we went mcdonalds to continue
we even went to the usual lampost at woodlands mrt station to sit and gossip more...
hahaha the best part was that we even went back home to catch ourselves gossiping even on msn!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

omg omg..we are really extreme,..i think we can spend days jsut gossiping alone...hahaha...i have prove ok its below..but then we were waiting for the rest...ahhaha

oh btw HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JOLIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL THE BEST!!!!

yes i think i have found " "

2008-10-21T23:17:00.000+08:00

have i??
i am afraid!!!!
i am petrified!!!!!
i jus wanna tell!!!!
but isit worth it???
isit safe???
will it happen????
what will the result be???
is now the correct timing????
will i be able to withstand it????
have i misjudged???
is my thoughts correct???
isit workable???
will i be able to balance???
wat must i do??
how should i do???
am i very sure and definate abt this???
what should i say??
when should it happen???
do i mean it??
do i even have a chance???
who will catch me if i fall??
wat to do after tat???
can i still not affect every other thing in my life???
should i wait???
hmmmmmmmmmmm so many questions....
can anyone even answer them....???????????

sentosa trip....smiling widely

2008-10-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

wow...it was great..had so much of fun.....i was really taken of guard when shao pai and teh guys pulled me into the sea....arghhh.....

but it was super duper fun...the sad part is not everyone from the ig could make it...oh well there always a next time....hahahah....anyways jsu enjoy the slides ok... tats all for now....

a story everyone shld read and appreciate!!!!!(:

2008-10-03T13:40:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

**mario lost in the world**

PREVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHH(running all over the room)

2008-09-30T20:46:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!
OMG!!!

the preview was so scary ppl....first time ever in my life i felt so pressured when i performed...goodness...luckily all those nerve cracking training shelped me alot.......do u know when i got to the part when i partnered florina(my partner) my whole mind just went blank!!!!mark my words B.L.A.N.K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! serious....i nearly panicked but by gods grace i managed to keep coll and the beat took over...my body was just moving...and i was not even tryiong to remeber the next step...thanks to that i managed to concentrate on the other things like smiling...hehehe(smiling idiotically)

there is this part where i slowed down and of course i moved to from my place...i gotta work on that......hmmmm shall...with the help of my best friend jason...hahahahah....(lame!!! he is jus a drag(hehe)....) and oh ya as usual our dear( sacarstically) OCEAN forgot his lovely routine......arghhhhhhh...its so irritatin that all the other guys work hard and train and we go through everythin like punishments and all..but he jus neve does anythin and thinks very highly of himself...always late and forget routine!!! at times i feel like landing a punch across his face...but i cant do that ....(no violence vetri!!!u have a promise to upkeep)hmph!!!! and and he even tried to lie to fi on this monday...hmmm....lucky we were all there and we have a hardcore evidence(videod it!!)....hahahaha....

and oh ya we plan to go to sentosa......yippeee...... i will update yall soon okies i goin wif sdig...yay!!!! but so sad not all can make it...hmmmmm.....will upload pics and a long synopsis on what we did okies...hehehe.....soon!!!!!

**mario lost in the world**

!@#$#@#^%!@@!#%!%

2008-09-25T15:59:00.000+08:00

@!#@!$!@%!#@!^&^#@%.................

i am so pissed off...omg...i feel like swearing out loudly..goodness.....so many injustice...everywhere ard me...so many problems...now i truly guessed and understand what deb told me...omg......all efforts maight go to waste..so many ppl hopes will be tarnished......i cant believe ppl can be so selfish.......my blood boils over the thought of it...even my stupid tooth is irritatin me...... *************************************************************** after ten hrs***************** *************************************************************** ok cool...breathe in .......................... breathe out............................ hhahaha...ok will blog again soon...watch this space

***mario lost in this world***(and pissed)

i know i know!!!!! it has been long..muahaha

2008-09-24T11:26:00.000+08:00

hahah...i know i know it has been long since i have been blogging... SORRY to all...cos there were quite a no. of things to do....and also very tired(lazy as well).... had so many things to do...finally decided to blog today.hahaha.... many things have hapened since my last blog... hmmm so many misunderstanding since then...seriously telling ppl...struggled to keep up...everyone lost track..and work had to be submitted...i had no mood to go classes also...omg....really took up so much of my time!!!!! but yet some ppl don appreciate what have been done...**sighs** and that particular person complains of me using too much of force on her during dance...arghhhh...cmon..i use the same strength on everyone,..but yet only she complains,...reality check...move faster or else i have to make u move faster....or else i will be answerable to the intsructor..OMG... i dunnoe wy she has so many complains....arghhh... sorry people after so long and i had to vent my anger somewhr...hehe..feeling better now...
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oh ya...this goes out to all those who neve get chosen for reflections dance......don worry...there are so many other exciting performances waiting to reveal itself..so work hard and get yourself ready...a special note to LALA & SITI.....from my eyes both of you are really great dancers!!!!!! such a pity that you dont get to perform....the stage will lose its pride cos such good dancers don get to perform...i really mean it from deep down~!!!!!!!!!!!!
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oh ya...many many pics were taken last friday for the phamplet and soon i will upload my favs ok ppl...watch this space for them!!!!!

_**mario lost in the world**_

i jus dunno wy....

2008-09-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

i really jus dunnoe wy ppl think that i am addicted to salsa
(i am i guess)
hahaha jus kiddin

but then not in a way that i neglect other aspects of my life....i know that everyone forgets from time to time and some of yall have importantt hings to do and hand in...thats wy i am being ur helping hand or mini secretary i guess....reminding you guys of your deadlines and jobs,...i guess if yall think that its bothering you ppl..then tell me..i wont do it anymore..i wld jus stick to my daily routines and myself...my circle of friends and all...... i jus wanted to help and i am very excited to help yall..i don wanna be somebody who jus comes in and leaves..i wanna make a difference.....leave a mark there...bring all of us to greater heights and bring all of yall with me up there...for the best of our future and for those who are to follow in the future.......

i am sorry guys......
if i had done something wrong...
i wld try my best not to bother u and myself...

and i am very happy and fortunate to have u as my friends and i am very delghted and i am sure i was blessed by gods to have yall in my life...i am veyr sure abt that cos i know yall care for me...thanks once again

**Mario lost in the world**
*believe in angels*

1 MORE DAY!!!!! ARGHHH..(running all ard the room)

2008-09-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

OMG !!!
OMG !!!
OMG !!!
OMG !!!

JUS ONE MORE Day LEFT....for the day where all my hardwork and anticipation may be answered....one of my dream will supposedly com true....... there is competition now~!!

but no worries i have hope in myself that i will get through this most impt auditions.....and i want to tell everyone who will be competing against me " I WON'T GO EASY ON U!!! " MUAHAHAHAH
actually no la...i am scared myself...and i aslo want to wish everyone all the best cos this auditions will lead u to greater oppurtunities......and my say to u is all the best and do it with hope and energy and fell...the three most impt pointers....lose yourself..lose your mind...and give it ur best shot ......

hahah actually this is what i tell myself also...i am not some pro advisor or something but this is my best that i can say...

*peace*

a story that touched my heart.....

2008-09-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

a chat and story of two people who would have ended happy together....):

Derick:
I guess we are the left-overs in this world.

Lily:
I think so...all of my friends have boyfriends, and we are the only the 2 people left in this world without any special person in our lives.

Derick:
Yup, I don't know what to do.

Lily:
I know! We'll play a game.

Derick:
What game?

Lily:
I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days
and you will be my boyfriend.

Derick:
That's a great plan, in fact, I don't have anything to do
much for the following few weeks.

DAY 1:
They watch their first movie
and they both are touched by the romantic film.

DAY 4:
They went go to the beach and have a picnic. Derick and Lily have their quality time together.

DAY 12:
Derick invited Lily to a circus and they ride through a Horror House.
Lily was scared and she thought she touched Derick's hand but she actually touched someone else's hand they both laughed.

DAY 15:
They saw a fortune teller down the road, and they asked for their future advice.
The fortune teller said:
"My darlings, please don't waste the time of your life, spend the rest of your time together, happily." Then tears flowed out from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:
Lily invited Derick to go to the hill
and they saw a meteor; Lily mumbled something.

DAY 28:
They sat on the bus, and because of a bumpy road Lily gave her first kiss to Derick by accident.

DAY 29:
11:37 pm:
Lily and Derick sat in the park where they first decided to play this game.

Derick:
I'm tired Lily...Do you want anything to drink? I'll buy you one...I'll just go down the road.

Lily:
An Apple Juice, that's all. Thank you.

Derick:
Wait for me.

20 minutes later
A stranger approached Lily

Stranger:
Are you a friend of Derick?

Lily:
Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger:
A reckless drunk driver ran over Derick, and he is in critical condition in the hospital.

11:57 pm:
The doctor walked out of the emergency room; he handed Lily an apple juice and a letter.

Doctor:
We found this in Derick's pocket.

Lily reads the letter and it says:
Lily, These past few weeks, I realized you are a really cute girl, and I am really falling for you-your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game. Before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life.
I love you, Lily.

Lily crumpled up the paper and shouted:

"Derick! I don't want you to die-
I love you; remember that night when we saw a meteor and I mumbled something. I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and that we would never have to end this game. Please don't leave me Derick .. I love you! You can't do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12...

Derick's heart stopped pumping...

It was the 30th day.

first day in class(",)

2008-09-04T13:46:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmm...everyone i n class seems very quiet...but i we were able to break the killing silence in the during teh seconf break...we were so bored and wanted to kill time so we were talking and getting to know each other and asking about eachother's ig and all.....o far so good...but it is still rather quiet compared to my old class,,,,hahahha...

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salsa practice today was very tiring i was like super exhausted when i got bac hme...thank god i had enough strength to get back home....hahahha.......deb told me something today...she said that i shouldnt get too involved or distracted by my intrest for dance cos i ask ppl to watch me dance and correct my steps and kind of like try to be perfect and all....but then i was thikin that if i didnt do it, IT defeats the purpose of practice rite cos we are supposed to practice the right step and get it so that we are ready for the performance or training right???
but i understand her thought and i think i get wat she means ....i know i shldnt and i know i am actually controlling myself...dance is my passion and i will neve leave it. during class or something i am still intact abt studies and all...not like spending all my time practicing or training.....but she ,aent it for the gd and i shall use it as a reminder to prevent myself from doing so...thanks deb...my advisor...hahahha

A GOOD DANCER DOESNT PERFECTS HIMELF FOR THE DANCE,,,,HE PERFECTS THE STEPS FOR HIMSELF......

ISIT TRUE???

i cant believe it ~!!!!! i am really upset

2008-08-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

wht is my life like that...ever since midway sch i have been so busy with sch....even worse this reflections work...i had to carry the load till today and only today i managed to finish the job and be free enough to even chat and sit down and rest...but now my sec sch close frenz are mad that i did not reply to thier msges...neve call them or keep contact..... i am now in a very desperate state...i badly need someone to talk to and lie my head on thier shoulder.....i need a close fren to comfort me...i jus dunno wat to do..i am struggling to save this frenship...i am in a state of drowning into the deep ocean all alone and lose my frens....i know everyone says frens don stay forever but then i wanna save my frenships for as long as i can......... aiyo...i cannot la....i am losing everyone... am i such a selfish moron...do i deserve this,......i am idiot who neglects ppl who are to be wit me...i mus not talk to anyone.. i mus not dissapoint anyone else so thereforee i shld rid myslef of frens be a loner.... i am an ass,,,,,,,aiyo......................................................................#$!@#~!@#

i jus dunnoe wat to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! someone pls save me..............i cant help it.....

wow..reall hard work...and time to party...

2008-08-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

{{{ i went over to my sis place to do the deco for her daughters first b'day~!!!!!...the gal was so cute...actually i found all the three gals of my cousin sisters and brothers so cute...i actually found the three angels(charlie's angels also lose to them)...hahahah

my angels~~~

oh yah..i was so happy that i had done something that looked rather reaching nice looking...hahahhahaha then i took pics with my mum...and my family along with one of my angel...the eldest one of them...hahahhaha...so chubby and cute...can jus squeeze her and keep her with me all my life time...hahahha

my mum..my brother..me and my eldest angel...~~~

my lovely mum and me....

my deco of the day??? nice anot??

olympics 2008 is over..next stop 2012 london...

2008-08-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

omg....olympics is over,...hahahahha...atleast for the next four years my brother wont stay glued to the tv for hrs,,..hahahha...but how sad ....some of the events were really great ...like the sprints where usian bolt won most of the events and got the world's fastest man award.....

ok now every one has to get on with thier dear lives that thhe olyMpics is over AND DONE FOR~~!!!..... and by the way i find the olympic masocts for these year so cute~!!!! some picsw for u to see...

and i jus found out today that the china was facing some controversy about human rights and all...cmon ppl ...i guess its thier buisness.,..and i found this two comic pics there..so jus see and learn,..shhhh don say thing...~~POLITICS~~!!!!!

my first love..... will there be a second???hmmmmm

2008-08-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

Loved her since young

We shared a bond that was special

She was there with me when I was sad and happy

her presence made me unique…

I was a different person when she was around

She went with me everywhere…

Parties, school, city, Even my toilet

She was close to me…

Her presence made me swell with joy

Her presence was ecstasy to me

But my mum denied her..

Had to send her far away

Missed her

Dreaded life without her,

My first love was missing from my life,

I cried in misery, I shed silent tears

I was lost in the world

Unable to express myself

Cos I had lost my first love in my life

Now I have found her again..

My heart and soul brought us back together

I will neve leave her again…

No matter wat…

her name is "dance"

yes i love dancing~~~!!!!

~~vetri~~ a.k.a ~mario~

p.s can u guess who is she?

family outing ...yippeee.

2008-08-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

hmm today mum was at home~~!!!!
which was great...we went to tanjong pagar to settle a few things and hang out there.....
it has been ages since we all went out together.....
all of us are so busy with our own lives.....
hmmmmm ...why did god give us such busy lives??

anyways atleast we found some time today to hang out and spend some quality time... we went window shopping and we were planning some designing for diwali and getting ideas,....
then we were actually chatting while we walked about all the good times we used to have before...i jus hope god give us more time like this!!!!!

and i treated my family to "ritz" apple strudel that was so huge and we couldnt finish it...hahahaha....we left the rest for breakfast...lol
i took a snapshot of the box that look delicious to me rather than the strudel itself.....mayb the ice milo beside it made it look extra nice~~~yum yum(",)

the delicious apple strudel box
and a cup of iced milo~~~~~~

sway with me...will u??? i love the lyrics of this song.... my fav lines are in red...

2008-08-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more

Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now

Sway me, make me
Thrill me, hold me
Bend me, ease me
You have a way with me

Sway with me
Sway (sway) (Sway)

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
Sway me
Sway me
Sway me now

Sway-Pussycat Dolls -

reflections of a skyline....

2008-08-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

omg,...this video is so touching....everyone who is in love or waiting to be loved by that special someone u love should watch this video...it has really made me think more abt the love i have .......
whether is the love goin to be this strong....only god knows that...all those who wanna boomark this vid or see more related vids like this click here......

its really lovely.....

ambulance(e oh eo oh eo h eo h)

2008-08-18T00:53:00.000+08:00

as me and my elder bro was going down to the pasar malam.....my brother slipped in the stairs and had his shoulder dislocated ...and the worst part is this was the third time....we had to call the ambulance and my i spent half of my day at the hospital(nuh) and i jus came back....aiyah..my whole day jus passed by so quickly...but i am a bit happy abt it or else my anticipation for salsa class class tml would have killed me....(*chuckles*).........................

and guess wat i did at the hospital? (a long gap of silence) yes u guessed it..i was actualy taking weird pics and u know the others at the hospital seriously must have thought that i have gone nuts as i
was basically capturing everythin that i had found interesting...haha...some pics jus for u ok.~~a quick preview.....hehehehe(: .....

that damn hospital that made me wait for so long...hmph~~

this was the passage way to the emergency ward..and i was seen walkin down this path aimlessly

the ambulance that i tipped a ride in to the hosptal

the emergency ward...my bro is in there ppl...anyone saw him??

the scene whr boredom kills me...arghhhhh

the bookshop that helped me break free from boredom...

now i know what to get you ppl for ur birthdays..hehehhe(:

the great one and only..." 7 eleven" that fed me my cravings in between

best regrads,

vetri a.k.a mario

hmmm neve thought abt it this way!!!

2008-08-17T02:04:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm...guess wat?~~~ the production and marketing workshop was really a great eye opener....i can bet that all those who went for it will have a better understanding about production as well as about marketing thier ig and its performances.....i am so thrilled and can't wait for the commitee to be set up and get moving to finish the jobs......i have so many ideas and all.....hmmmm

we have so many options to look at and yet for so long we have not considered about considering about the options(sounds weird)......i am sure that my ig (social dance ig)can really reach out to further heights and i swear to give my best to help it to achieve so all those in favour join forces with me and be more vigilant and endure to strive to be the best cos it will be a really bumpy an rocky ride till we reach our destinations and so for extra safety pack all ur guts and enthusiasm into the bag called attendance an be there for the journey to success....(inspirational i guess...*chuckling*)

~************************************************~

and today we had practice after my workshop ...and u know i was damn tired after the workshop but then after i saw the rest my energy level shot up and i was more than happy as i was there dancing the night away in the stillness and darkness of the night........

and guess wat we made our video for the first time and it was a really gd effort and i hope to have this styles and attitude in our future performances and competitions.... so enjoy the vid and do leave ur constructive comments.

a teenager's struggle

2008-08-17T01:20:00.000+08:00

i was actually reading this book that actually caught my attention and this is an serious issue in america as 30% of the parents are abusive parents and they having a very open minded lifestyle is more supportive towards it as everyone havs an open mind to anything

in the book the author relates back his very own autobiography and it is very heatbreaking as well as very interesting to read as the dialogues and ideas conveyed actually bring u into his world and u can actually feel it and u also realise all the good things that we alreadi have but yet neglect to see .....

i have yet to read another part of the authors life that is about his brother who suffered and went missing one day.... after his brother went missing he was abused by the mother which was actually put into writing in this book ...i am very keen to read about his brother though and look forward to finding it......

author : richard b pelzer
title: a teenagers journey (surviving adolescence)
place: found it at rp library choice reads section

the loVE guRu!!!

2008-08-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

omg.....the movie is hilarious and eveyone gotta watch it........u will be so occupied witht the movie that u wont even go out for a toilet break......hahah...
A FEW HOLY WORDS FROM THE MOVIE

INTAMACY = INTO-ME-I-SEE

NOWHERE = NOW HERE

and guess wat u wont even realise who is justin timberlake as i know that when the movie ended i was asking who the hell in the movie is justin timberlake and only one of my frens had found it out!!!!! hahahaha...i know i was laughin my heads off.... and it was worth the money and to all those who wanna watch something with a real story.....this movis is not for u.....the movie is only for jessica alba and justin timberlake fans.......

P.S CLICK ON THE PIC TO GO TO THE OFFICIAL LOVE GURU WEBSITE....AND BE ENLIGHTENED...

arghhh...boredom...):

2008-08-04T10:35:00.000+08:00

my week ends were a drag...have mass prayers in my hse tml and my whole weekend has been used cleaning up the whole hse and decorating the alter room with lights(though i like that part of it whr i put my creativity to work).....now science is killin me, on monday filled with monday blues such a boring topic with the worst problem statement ever..arghhh it is filled with maths.....i can already see my angel of boredom at the class room door

she is wearing black and grey and she is calling me...asking me to leave the classroom asking me to skip this damn boring ......and i have been thinking shld i?? or shld i not?? but whr to go if i wanna skip class..hmmmmmm library sounds good....but then i ill get an "c" or "d"...hmmmmm isit worth it???

i shall let time answer that qstn...shall bear through meeting two and see if i shld or shld not....hahahhahahaha.......sometimes decisions are really hard to make.......

i guess teh only thing that motivated me to come to skul today is my salsa class at 5pm.....cant wait for it...so many new steps to learn..mayb stunts that shall blow our mind......hahaha/...cant wiat...time is ticking...cant the clock move any fatser....*sigh*.....

life is difficult at times..

2008-07-31T14:43:00.000+08:00

have u ever felt left....nobody wants u...

cos of ur physical appearance

cos u want some things to be good...

cos u r unbiased...

cos u fight for wat u believe in and ur rights....

cos u are emo at times...

u prefer some private time at times...

cos u are quiet.....

i have gone through it all..i dont know if its only happening in my life but then i feel that i am the only one with this kind of unneccassary problems that bind me up and strangle me deep in my thoughts.......stomping me in the head and where it hurts the most ..neve letting me break free just like asthough i am bound to a big rock with thick shackles that weigh a ton each...

it has always this problematic and i am always so damn irritated by it...but then i have to say that probs like this have also caused the really good things in my life to shine out the best...like my salsa lessons are the only time i get to relax and have quality fun..... and also be fitted in just like everyone elso though at times it goes off track also.....

i do feel way better now that i have told someone abt my feelings but then this will stay with me forever till that something i wish for happens...i am jus waitin in pain...bearing it all...asking my self to e strong....when will the one who shall save me from all this sufferings shall come????...

time shall answer that qstn...

wow my date was great..

2008-07-31T10:18:00.000+08:00

hahah...i had a date wif lala...actually more as a fun nite then actually a date...hmmmm

we danced bachata..and learnt new steps that actually was an eye opener..then we saw some nice salsa vids...

then we went for a cup of coffee......jus some 21 st century style we bought mocha instead,...hahah.,..choc wif coffee.....(p.s lala i had so much fun thanx)

it was a great exp....
hehehe..

insecurites ppl!!!!

2008-07-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm...had a thought to blog about insecurities...hahahaha..watched this teen nick drama on insecurities......and then i realised that all of us are dealing with them everyday in our life ...hmmmok lets jus say i deal with alot of them in my own life...hahah... my insecurities are so obvious anyone will know...cmon ppl so many thin guys out there and then me among them...arghh i look totally weird....even in salsa ,,i thought through it so many times jus to make a decesion whether i shld join it...but now i don regret on my decesion to join it..though i still have the insecurity in salsa stuffs..hahah...i guess i cant get rid of them totally...hmmm..thats jus the start ppl...i have lots more to talk abt .....but now nots the time to talk abt it

hahha...see ya soon...

sorry yo!!!!

2008-07-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl have been gone for a while..have been too busy and too many things goin on in my life and all/...so have had not enough time to blog lately will get bacsoon okies...(:
hang on!!!!\

hmmm....bored...

2008-06-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

i am super bored.....i dunno wat to do..i initiated a few conversations but no answer on msn....hmmmm,...borin life,....wat to do...jus surfin the net..too lazy to practice salsa now...may b later after hmmmlike ten minutes,....hahha..lame i know...anyways tml is my salsa class again...i hope this lesson goes well...oh god hope we can learn new steps instead of jus dragging on the same steps for anothe one more week..it has alreadi been like three weeks i guess if u count from the holidays...hope everyone remembers thier steps....and the juniors all need to start to get along well...we are jus far apart in each others clicks,..especially the guys....hmmm...mus do something abt tat tml...cannot leave it to rest or else the weed will start to destroy the plants..no way...this salsa team needs to get goin fast....we mus practice hard and be able to achieve to be the one of the best salsa team from singapore..which is something our seniors have not been able to achieve..i heard the nus sals a team and all are really good.....we mus be atleast of a competition to them.,.....LETS WORK HARD PPL!!!!TO BE THE BEST!!!!! WORK WORK WORK.....

it was ok la.....BORIN!!!!!

2008-06-20T11:48:00.000+08:00

i watched the movie "CONGKAK".....it was ok..not that scary...jusa simple story line though...at the startin it has quite nice scenes that are mysterious but due to the hurried exorcisms and also the getting rid of the ghost and all was hurrried alot thus causing the climax to lose out.....another really borin movie i watched yesterday was "THE EYE"...ANOTHER BOREDOM LA...it follows the same story line as the tamil movie and chinese movies i have watched b4...the gal will get a transplant then she will see things and alll......arghhhh come up wif somethin interestin la ppl....borin la..super bored.....hahahahha.......but ofcourse there some old nice mvies that are nice and interresting...like'constatine" and "exorcism of emily rose"....those are really classics.....great man...salute to the directors....(/);....btw here are some screenshots from the movies...congkak and the eye!!!!!

yay!!!!!

2008-06-19T14:55:00.000+08:00

i m bac.....i am bac to skul.!!!!!hahahha...love it here la...but i was thinkin that mayb nobody would have "realised"me missing for like two days ...but then i had my frentellin me tat they feel something is amiss wheni am not around and all..i felt so touched...hahahha...gd to know that i am atleast liked by some...lol.....and to day we were talkina bt this fren in our class....my classmates named the person narnia..because the person talks like a lion..behaves like a witch and should go hide inside the closet(the chronicles of narnia..the lion, the witch and the wardrobe)ok la...i first i found it funny..but then after a while it grew out big...it was a inside joke but as soon as we got to class it became a joke known to all in class...i felt really bad and i thought that it was really not funny at all....but half of the problem with gal lies with the gal.....she is a bit rude to most of the ppl in class and she sounds sacarstic towards ppl at times.....she shld changeher attitude toward s others...but we on our part shld try to change her for the better other than to make fun of her rite?????tats the right thing to do wat??????

anyways lets drop the topic.....todays ppt was really unique...we were only allowed to use pictures or videos in our ppt.....but then no words are allowed...tat was really tricky.....hahahha...but managed to get through it!!!!NEVE SAY DIE FAST!!!!

mona lisa...nice pic...

another nice pic i saw..cool u know...a mums love...by da vinci

aiiyah....

2008-06-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

aiyah...neve go skul for two days...i feel so guilty and weird..i wanna go bac to skul....hmmm...darn this leg pain and also the damn sickness....how i wish this world was rid of sickness...but then comin to think abt it deeper i feel sickness can sometimes can b really gd...it hepls u to realise alot of diff things....hahahha....i wont say wat it is but when ur sick the next time u might realise it ok...hahahah...hmm tml mus go bac to skul no matter wat ...i also need to practice my salsa,...hope i can tml but who will join me....hmmm...shall ask the others tml......i heard abt fridays classes but too bad i got guitar hmmm may b can skip this once la...hahahahadon tell anyone...sHhhhhh.....

hmmm/./.

2008-06-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

has been a very long and tiring day so far la....i am very tired now alreadi...still have salsa class to attend and i have to be in school till 9 pm today...arghh...tml got guitar....the thought of it scares me,...i don wanna be a panda......with round black eyes...arghhh.......no way...anyway the the fact that what i am learning now would become the arts i have learnt in my life and that would make me proud and also satisfied that i have learnt something useful in my life....i would like to continue this arts privately after poly or in university if they have that is...hahahahaha...lol.....anyway i hope this last presentation now would end soon and notdrag us...hahahaha...ii am evil...ya wat..still mus do reflection journal...evaluation and quiz...still mus listen to 6 p u knoiw very tiring and irritatin to my mind and ears la.....lol....okok....mus go...bb/.....

hahaha...crystal has recovered!!!!

2008-06-16T12:54:00.000+08:00

hahaha...my crystal has recovered...and she is bac,..and faster...now onwards i have to be more careful wit her...neve make her learn anythin that may have weird things(dowloading wit virus).....hahaa..lol....anyway i love her alot lor....jus cant separate from her...jus a few hrs without her presence had meade me feel like asthough i am disadvantaged......hahaha...really la..i swear.....(:...hahaha anyway i guess u have read my blog and all..jus keep it to urself...anyway tat is notin la...many more for u to get to know me btr,......hahahahaok...chill...i am feelin a bit hungry...gotta go...

hmmm...some deep thinkin...

2008-06-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.People will forget what you said.
People will forget what you did.
But people will never forget how you made them feel....hahahaha,,,i dunnoe wat s wrong...i miss those unforgetfull moments in my life........

arghhh

2008-06-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

every body should watch this drama lol....it is ver nice seriously u love it for its fun nature nad the sweet romance in the drama is so nice,,,,......it has really made me think and also it has made me realise that such a nice story can neve be found in my life,....sad to say i don have such true love in my life and it really makes me feel weird..dumb ...FAT.....and depressed,...but it also makes me wonder at the same time if i would have such a true love....it is really nice...has always been my dream....hahahahahok enough of my life story....anyway all should watch go to either...www.crunchyroll.com and type hana kimi or jus go to this link..........http://www.mysoju.com/hana-kimi-taiwan-version/

really really nice........itwill make u realise alot of things u want in life but yet u hide it inside u so that no one cansee...hahahahaha..that is truly human life,,,we want so many things but yet not able to express it out to anybody cos u don want anybosy to mistake u..or it is jus to embarrasing to face it.....sobs sobs..i have realised it...to tell u the truth i am actually tearing when i amtyping this cos one side of me wants so many things but the other tells me that it is too wild to happen and also i have other things to concentrate on.......hahahahaha...(wipe of the tear,..wait) okok back to the topic....so do watch this and realise ur true self...mayb it wont work for all those who are too stone hearted to realise things,......i guess my tats LIFE......be happy...don worry..(look who is talkin)...hahahahahaha...lol

hi ya there???

2008-06-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

hi.....hahahahahaah.......holidays are s o boring...i have made frens in my salsa team.....wow..i am so excited...salsa is keepin me together this holidays...hahaha..i neve go batam la....trip was cancelled...argh...due to some murder there..aiyah!!!!!.....the singapore had to get murderd when i was abt to go there!!!!! anyways i have bought my new dance shoes and it is great though.....i can turn more faster and easily in those...hahahaah...my new frens are shermaine, danny, jason, chuang han, ocean......we got together when we made the trip to TANAH MERAH!!! to get the dance shoes yesterday(saturday)......hahahaha...i miss my class frens though...sp much fun goin to sch then to stay at hme and count the days to sch reopen.....i know i am weird,,,everyone count days to holidays to start but i count them to end...hahaha aiyah its bcos when u are surrounded by gd frens and fun..everyday is a holiday!!!!! don u think....(the qstn is rheortorical...p.s. don answer it ok(:,,,,,,,) i havent practice my salsa steps yet....tml got class.....hahahaha....i havent start revisin also...argh...so much to do la..i have read siti's blog...(sorry siti),......so many things to do yet i am so relaxed.......i am super weird....oh ya everybody in salsa class now callsme SUPER MARIO.......bcos of the cap i wore tat day and also bcos there is some world salsa instructor who is taller and bigger than me and can dance salsa very well and his name is also super mario......hahahahah funny,,,,,,.....hey and did u realise there si quite alot to talk abt,....hahahaahahah..i miss talkin to u siti.....hahahaa......okok..i gotta prac my steps now and get some slp..ok bb,,,,,

HAHAHAHAH SO FUNNY LA

2008-05-30T12:04:00.000+08:00

I FOUND THIS COOL WEBSITE ..TATA EDITS NEW PIC..SO COOLL..i like it..my new creation...for ur pleasure!!!

i know ...sorry 4 late post ok(:

2008-05-30T09:49:00.000+08:00

i am so sorry 4 that late post..have been busy and no mood la....hahahaha,,,,lol....hmmm now only i have the chance,....gd news to my blog reader.....i have gotten through salsa and guitar auditiona and now i am in both the performing team...but bad news is i have to slavage more time 4 pratice for these both IGs'....lol............interested and excited but when commitment comes life gets a bit tough in the goin...today i came to school thikin i should only have fruits but now i am thinkin i shld get something to eat...hahaha...oh ya mum have plans to go to batam tml....i will be goin...so mayb i will get my faithfull blog reader a keychain if i go tat is...cos my mum tends to make sudden decesions...hahahaha.. lol...hmmm....but i very badly wanna go get something interestin for myself...cos i like things tat r unique...

very very sian...

2008-05-23T09:52:00.000+08:00

i am feelin so sian la...i dunnoe wat to do..i jus feel like sleeping.....curling up on my bed lor...hahahahahha...mum has been recently angry with me because on wednesday i went for dinner wif frens and unfortunetly mum had cooked at hme and i was unaware,....great!!!!!!!!!!!!jus great lor...i am feellin so suppresed by her. she seems to be still angry with me for tat as she has been shoutin and all...dunnoe how today la...haven see her yet......hahahah...tonite......will hows the situation....i ahve also realised this wee tat i tend to talk to gals and then soon enough they tend tgo think that i am more like a goodf ren or brotherly fren rather then some guy who is up for grabs,..hmmmm...i dunnoe wy how to change..smebody pls shine some light n the topic..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:

very busy...lazy 2....lol

2008-05-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

i felt very lazy to type this wkend la...tats wy neve blog...hahahaha..neve evn touch my laptop after friday...lol...hmmm so far life is as well....there was this prob in class on friday....cheryl...cried badly..had fever..went to see doc...doc refer her case to ttsh....big prob la..... she neve go to ttsh..but cried profusely....wante dto patch wif bf...
nearly 11 of us went wit her to talk to bf...managed to convince her sayin that she has to move on after the break,...bakly got angry wif cheryll..incl jian de.....suet and many more....hahaha....cheryl got the news and called last nite talked to me i assured i will always b her fren....hmmm....tiring wor k la....(:
then today she was scared and felt awkward.....to face baky and all...then had to ask baky to talk to her so tat i can hang out wif the whole grp....arghhhhhh.....thanks to baky...my day was nice....i like the class.....hahahahax....lol

many things are happenin...forcing us to b matured and think matured when there is a prob....gdgd...but we mus still try to be childish at times cos being too serious leads to stress and stress leads to more problems....hahahahalol....

anythin wrong!!!!

2008-05-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

first of all...my mum thought i was in love with my fren who i treat more like my siste rthough..and my grandma is goin yak yak yak abt me havin to keep my distance wit gals...but one thing i might wanna follow is that she said i will like a girl and the might like me but i jus have to keep it within me....and jus concentrate ons tudies for now...anyway now is not the time 4 a serious relationship though i think if i were to like gal..i wld rather jus b a fren wit her for now...tat way i don get hurt if she don like me and i wld rather be a neutral person in her life,......but i thinklife is filled with mysteries around unexpected corners though..... i wld also be able to get to know her btr..i btr not repeat the same mistake twice....i have alreadui wasted three years on one already....ahahahahahahah...lol

NOW WHO IS THAT GAL WHO I MIGHT LIKE IN NEAR FUTURE??????

THAT STILL REMAINS A MYSTERY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:

hmmmm...is it wat u think the truth

2008-05-15T11:24:00.000+08:00

is wat u think is the truth..hmmm think abtt lor...i guess all of us have diif ssiumptions in life,...don make the wrong assumption and think abt it cos u might regret later though..hahahahaha

muahahahahah...okok enough of the damn crap.,..if u wanna know anythin....I MEAN ANYTHIN!!!!!!
jus ask me la..don think too much and stress urself.....okay(:,.....lol

salsa was a blast...,

2008-05-13T09:25:00.000+08:00

my salsa class was a blast...auditions were cool.....i did my best and i was put into group 1 so i think that maybe i will get into the performing team...but i am still afraid of my size...will it affect my selection..i am not sure but am confident i will get in...or lets jus say faith...hahahahahaex...anyway i heard i have to attend the second audition which will b tougher i guess...hahahahahahhex....other than that my life has been quite borin and colorless...i jus feel i want smething more in life..mayb like the salsa team..that will seriously put me up,..then amyb i will be recongised by ppl.like hey isnt that guy who is in salsa or smething like tat...hahahahah..i don wanna remain in the shadows of rp for the nxt three years .....i am sure nobody wants to either....lol.... okok..ut i s done..lesson will start soon...gtg...hahahalol

no time La!!!!!!!!

2008-05-09T09:52:00.000+08:00

aiyo no time to blog also...so busy..hahahahex...life is so boring.....oh ya there has als been fun though..yeasterday we celebrated andy's(faci) b'day...so fun...first bday and that was so fun...we all shared money bought him presents and that made him nearly tear....he and eeileen(faci) are the only facis whom we neve complain abt.hahahaex so we crowned them...made them the queen and king....hahahex...me suet and baki yesterday wore the sam color...like pink/orange...hahahex it was co incidental ......hmmm whos bday is nxt??????too bad mine i will neve get to celebrate wif frenszzzz every year!!!!!!!!

arghhh...where is the truth...

2008-05-06T14:28:00.000+08:00

arghhh....i dunnoe wat to do,,,....the truth...etthu unmai....ethu poi....ennaku enna aachu ....paithiam pidikapothu.....ennaku yareh pidichiruku ....yen eppadi panureh....padi da vetri padi......unnaku padiputhan mukkiam....intha madithir yaneh ninapu la appalpatradhu......vetri u btr watch out...hahahahahahex....wy la/...dei...yen....yosi....nallah unkanthu yosi.... okok vetri...wat wrong....unnakunu nallah tamil penneh varuvah...kattiru....

sorry....

2008-05-03T14:11:00.000+08:00

sorry for the late post have been quite busy and all...hahahahahex...i have heard too many deaths...two of my frens dad are dead...omg...too much to take..lol... i have also been havin gastric pain..or got it is such excruciating pain...erghhhh...but still btr than stomach flu..tat is the worst man. hahahahahex...tummy feelin btr now..haha...hmmmnot many ppl called to ask..but sheryl did..mayb beause they wanted to know if i am comin hahaha...aiya so damned tired man...feel like slpin...but i have to study...for upcomin UT test and also for computing on monday ....i have to go look for the notes...damned it...computin is the worst topic so far la..hahahahex...

arggghhhh!!!.../hmmm...

2008-04-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

arghh..i jus cant control myself...is it some kind of joke or smething...bcos its not funny anymore...i jus wanna tell them off...i jus cant take it...false acuses and then now like this...so irritatin...///////////////// hmm not bad my salsa class seem to b interestin so far...i have learnt a new move,...how to dip the gal...next must the carryin move..hahahahex..salsa class is so fun...too bad sheryl missed it...now will b startin guitar classes soon..it was one of the things i always wanted to learn..hahahahex....

wy do i have that name!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-28T12:29:00.000+08:00

i feel damn bad...how can they use the word tofu on me...i feel like i have sinned...i do not behave like tat at all... do i????am i like that...certainly not as far as i know abt myself....wat the hell...wtf....i cant beleive it man..i thought i had frens..luckily i dint take any harsh decesions..i guess ppl are too complex to estimate too early...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!peace out!!!!!!!!!!

why me....????why don i learn..

2008-04-28T10:27:00.000+08:00

why dont i learn...why is it that i neve learn from my mistakes...why do i keep tryin too hard and end up breakin my heart...so damn it la
i am so tomrnted jus livin up to my name...argh..life has no mercy on me..time has no mercy on me...nobody does...neither do i live ..nor do i die,,,,,wy....god pls answer my prayer ...!!!!!!!!!!!!why???????????????????

2008-04-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
sHe's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying she's just ur fren,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet her eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that she's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for her to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being her guy is an impossible wish...
oh god..love is so torturing...wy god did u get me into this..wy wy????
answer me..wy???do i deserve this hell..wy the hell..
wy i have to go through this hell...save me somebody pls save me..

I AM SO TIRED yet so much to do

2008-04-23T14:09:00.000+08:00

i am so tired la...but i got so much to do..i did not want to come to clas stoday...arghhh,...my back is acheing ...wrk...wrk ...and more wrkkk on top of it....and frenz...chattin chattin chattin...arghh...hahahex

i want sme peace...i want atleast a piece of the peace in this damned world...

hmmmm poly life

2008-04-20T17:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm my poly life so far is great...i have been experiencing freedom for to weeks already....everything in rp has to be done independently...even in learning and notes...hahahex...so far it is managable...and to those who think that rp life is very fun and relaxing..thayare damn wrong...seriously....because it will be fun anmd interesting but after a few wks and mths or ion second year its going to be tough because if we dont consistently study ourselves and pay attention then we are goin to miss out seriouslly big time...and i dont want that to be happenin to me....cos i know how it feels to b left behind all alone withoput a supporting hand...so ppl out btr buck up...cos its a cruel world out there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm..first day...

2008-02-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

its my first day blooging u know...to day my day was hmmm ok...gotta say...jus another boring old day wit hsewrk and stuff to do...but got to go out wit mum today...tat was smething i look forward to quite often ....anyway mum on off tml too so can go out wit her...after tat she is goin to behard to catch till her nxt off day uknow...hahahex..mani got into trouble today...he always does tat..i guess its his nature u know.....jus hopin he will change for the btr one day.....still hopin....

i ams till worried abt my dae results...application for rp comin soon....hopin and prayin for the best......hahahex.....may god bless me.....

Eternal Bliss

its been ages

Imperfect world!

i cant express my gratitude~

A very Happy Birthday to you! SITI !!!

Mums wedding went smoothly

Mum's wedding postponed

Singapore International Salsa Festival

Special Treasure

a dedication to you!!! and only you!!!

Finally getting somewhere...

A movie worth Catching!!!!

Childish...??changes??

is this my bliss?!?!?!?

a Plague of viral flu...

hmmmm..what am i like???

exactly 1 mth!!!!!

barbie's christmas letter to santa

merry christmas to all....

desaru sucked

closhing bash was nice~~~`

flame awards!!!!

time passes by.....

underdetermination!!!!!1

replug was fantatstic......

muse 2008 was a blast.....

what is love ????

a very hectic week.......

asdtmitm...(decipher this)

DEEPAVALI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate last minute shopping.....

long night...hahaha...

yes i think i have found " "

sentosa trip....**smiling widely**

a story everyone shld read and appreciate!!!!!(:

PREVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHH(running all over the room)

!@#$#@#^%!@@!#%!%

i know i know!!!!! it has been long..muahaha

i jus dunno wy....

1 MORE DAY!!!!! ARGHHH..(running all ard the room)

a story that touched my heart.....

first day in class(",)

i cant believe it ~!!!!! i am really upset

wow..reall hard work...and time to party...

olympics 2008 is over..next stop 2012 london...

my first love..... will there be a second???hmmmmm

family outing ...yippeee.

sway with me...will u??? i love the lyrics of this song.... my fav lines are in red...

reflections of a skyline....

ambulance(e oh eo oh eo h eo h)

hmmm neve thought abt it this way!!!

a teenager's struggle

the loVE guRu!!!

arghhh...boredom...):

life is difficult at times..

wow my date was great..

insecurites ppl!!!!

sorry yo!!!!

hmmm....bored...

it was ok la.....BORIN!!!!!

yay!!!!!

aiiyah....

hmmm/./.

hahaha...crystal has recovered!!!!

hmmm...some deep thinkin...

arghhh

hi ya there???

HAHAHAHAH SO FUNNY LA

i know ...sorry 4 late post ok(:

very very sian...

very busy...lazy 2....lol

anythin wrong!!!!

hmmmm...is it wat u think the truth

salsa was a blast...,

no time La!!!!!!!!

arghhh...where is the truth...

sorry....

arggghhhh!!!.../hmmm...

wy do i have that name!!!!!!!!!!

why me....????why don i learn..

sentosa trip....smiling widely